It also reminded me, however, of my days as a young athlete. Actually, athlete is hardly the word one would use to describe me at any age. I could ride a bike and a horse, hit a golf ball, swim and dive and do yoga, but when it came to team sports, I was a fish out of water. As in, completely disoriented, gasping, and feeling as if I were dying.
When I was in the 9th grade, (oh that time of extreme self-consciousness!) I spent the year at a boarding school where all girls were expected to play all kinds of sports in the mandatory p.e. class. I actually had never heard of field hockey before. Sadly, we only had a short week or two hitting golf balls, and there were no bikes, horses, or pools. The other weeks were concerned with basketball and field hockey. We probably did other things, but what I remember is basketball and field hockey. Would that I could have sat with my mom when things went wrong. The gym teacher apparently had never met a girl who didn't just love to play team sports in which she got banged up all the time because really didn't know what she was doing... at least that's what her comments on my report card suggested. She was appalled that I didn't get in there and scrap and be aggressive. How did I expect to be good at basketball and field hockey? It never occurred to her that I had no desire to be good at basketball and field hockey. I loathed basketball and field hockey. And I loathed feeling stupid about not knowing what to do when I was playing. I loathed the gym teacher, too.
So I loved watching this coach on Saturday. He never stopped smiling, never yelled at the kids, cheered for any goal that was scored by either team, and seemed just happy that the girls were there to play, whether or not they were wearing the right shoes or pants or whether they forgot to pull their hair back so that they were shooting free throws with hair in their mouths. They could figure out that stuff on their own, if they wanted to.